those words i wrote... they sicken me now
i wanna bleed something sweeter, but i don't know how
smell my heart beneath the gauze
i love you because the way we was
i can't help but feel offended
by the boys that you've befriended
sick to death of humiliation
an afterthought, a complication
believe me when i say
you MADE me
you SAVED me
i don't know what i did to make you hate me
but it's misty clear you never forgave me
search for things that just aren't in me
secret lovers that will never be
drew a heart on the breath stained glass
blew a kiss to dearies past
obsessed and depressed
undressed and repressed
the only thing that stayed the same:
our youth, our truth, our love, our flame
send me your smell to my address in hell
a drop of your love, a wish to be well
your spit is my spit
kept my wrist slit
then: sad but true
now: keeping me blue
KNOW WHO YOU LOVE AT EVERY AGE
forgotten regrets on a salt-water page
hard to hide, harder to care
dry an eye with a handful of hair
lost my love on a slippery slope
perfume pressed on an envelope
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